Look, I don't know where to start sorry. I should first mention apologies my Dad is technically my 'step' Father but he treated me so much more better than my bio Father. I used to get beat by my older 3 bio brothers and bio Father.

My Dad priorities his negligent parents and narcissistic sister over my baby brother and Mother and I'm tired of it. I paid debit with my uni savings at 14, I paid all his credit card bills, I got 95k debt in uni fees for engineering/ IT dual course because I couldn't pay up front with the money I had of saved. I am so disconnected, I don't know what to say. But he has shown me such kindness, he was there when I had Ana and Mia. For some reason he sided with my p******* bio Father for most arguments against my Mum and I. Never raised in a cult sorry just different.

My Mother had a horrific upbringing. Basically I only have my baby brother who I guard no holds barrier. I am doing my best that he doesn't turn out like his brothers or me but I don't know if I should get some kind of restraining order against them. My bio father is a pedo, one brother is a drug dealer, another is a sociopath that finds gratification in crying woman, the other brother which is the oldest brother completely removed himself. Which I don't understand because I would never do that to my baby brother despite him being 15.

There is another 2 brothers that my bio Father has, my aunt on my mother's side and my uncles on my bio fathers side. My Dad knows all this. I know he didn't have affectionate parents as a child.