This is a very long read. For some context, Me (20F) and my cousin (19F) got into it earlier today and it ended in us arguing. We go to the same college and have different majors. Today there was an event going on that I found out about after my classes. Growing up I've always been left out or haven't been invited to things, it's something I'm used to but it still hurts. I was free from my class and decided to text her to see if she wanted to go to the event that was on campus.

She said she was with her friends and I said:

"Nobody invited me"

"I hate yall omg"

"I'm tired of being left out"

"Im only contacted if you wanna go somewhere or to the store."

She called and I didn't answer as I was going back to my dorm and I guess that was her breaking point.

She replied:

"I mean tbh you have been made rude to me over the car so ion even wanna ask and let's be so honest you always ask me and I say no I only asked when I had to."

"I ain't ask cause you had class"

"How bout you grow the fuck up?"

"Be so real I'm the only bitch here that fuck with you"

"Fuck you m"

"So sick of you"

"You can kiss my ass I'm sick of youuuu"

For some backstory on her response about me being rude to her about my car. Recently I've been having car problems, I had to come out of pocket to pay for it and couldn't go anywhere unless it was to go get my car fixed. When she also wanted to go somewhere I wouldn't charge her for gas until recently when I realized how expensive owning a car is. I also was keeping her updated and letting her know we can't hangout if it has something to do with the car because it has to be fixed.

I don't agree with what she said because there has been a few times she wanted to go get food or the time she asked me to bring her home so she can go get a shein package and we both live AN HOUR away from campus. But I took her.

My response to her message was:

"Ok, if that's how you wanna be okay. If I've been rude to you over the car I apologize."

"I ask because I'm trying to make sure YOU straight. Like family does. I didn't have to bring you home that one time when you asked. I try to make sure you straight with the shit you go through but I need to grow up? Okay bet."

"You know i get out of class at 4:30 we could've went after but, you wanna end things like this alright. This is on YOUR terms."

"You know what, if it's fuck me then fuck you too. Idk why I'm letting a bitch talk to me like this when I can do shit by myself. You're fucking miserable, fuck you too. If you the only bitch that fuck with me oh well, clearly you used to everyone around you kissing your ass. I can be rude over my car it's MY SHIT. When it breaks who's paying for it and fixing it, who's putting gas in it. ME. Use someone else, bye."

I know I'm TAH for what I said and I feel really bad for it. She called my mom and let her know we said some really hurtful things to eachother and she doesn't wanna argue but I feel like the damage had already been done.