So I know this title may sound bad, but let me give context. I, (18F), am currently in my senior year and my friend, (17F), who we will call Ann is also a senior. So me and Ann hit it off during the later part of sophomore year and we’ve honestly been really close since. You know when you meet someone and you guys automatically just get along almost like you’ve known them for years, yeah well that was us. We started hanging because of a school project and then we also got apart of a bigger friend group. Some people in that group were in a grade above us, including her current boyfriend. After sophomore year, Ann moved to a different school that was still in the same area but just closer to her home. Despite this me and Ann would hang out either just us or in our group. Everything was well until Ann started to like one of the men in the group. I was supportive because there was nothing really toxic about him and well I want my friend to be happy. Then Ann and him started talking and well now they are dating. They have been dating for around 2 years now. At first I was happy for Ann, but our friendship started to change. We would have a hard time trying to find time for just us to hang out because she would spend all her time with him. And then when we were in a group setting or if it was me, her, and her man, I would automatically feel left out. She would never actually pay attention to me if her man was near. It was always him over me no matter what situation. They would also get really touchy in front of me while I would try to talk to her and that would constantly make me feel uncomfortable. Recently we decided to go on a small trip with our small friend group. Any time I would try to talk to her or hang out with her during this trip, she would blow me off and go to her man. The only time I could actually talk to her was in our shared room. I honestly miss how it used to be and I try to put myself in her shoes but I just don’t understand. I’ve never really been in a relationship so I understand there are maybe some things I don’t understand, but still I just wish it could go back to before they started dating. So am I the asshole for wishing my friend never started to date her current boyfriend?