I (F16) had a falling out with 2 close friends about 6 months ago. One of my friends (we'll call her V) dog passed away. They grew up with the dog and so she was heartbroken when it passed. At the time I was dealing with a lot of family issues (My mom attempted unalive) and I gave them a very dry response. after that we pretty much stopped talking so a month of 2 later I reached out and asked if they wanted to hop on the game at which point it exploded into a awful argument between my bf and V's partner where the majority of the insults were aimed at me and V. as previously mentioned 6 months ago. I was off my meds for a couple days and as I typically do when I'm unmedicated I started internet stalking. This time I deep dived into V where I discovered their reddit account and the post made abt me and my bf basically showing that are final conversation was predetermined to end in a falling out. during that conversation I was trying to save our friendship despite my mistakes and meanwhile they had already decided how it was going to end on reddit. I then reached out to V over Tiktok because at this point I was super depressed abt the whole situation again. They told me that they don't forgive me and that they were doing better without me and my bf and didn't want to speak again. They said their partner was going to reach out after work but that was yesterday. The situation is weighing on me like crazy. Idk what else to do. I was hoping we could move past this and be friends again but they're clearly still upset. How do I stop thinking about it?