for context, i have a horrible autoimmune disorder and starting yesterday i was diagnosed with a stomach virus. i can’t get out of bed. ive been vomiting non-stop. and i can’t move without it being horribly painful for me.

anyways, i asked my boyfriend to stay home with me because i needed the comfort. he left while i sat there and begged him to stay. wouldn’t even give it a second thought.

he didn’t stay home when i had surgeries. didn’t stay when i was getting poked and prodded. wouldn’t get off work because i needed to go to the hospital.

i feel like im not asking for much here but maybe im crashing out for no reason.