To put this in context, I met my current boyfriend at work and we have been together ever since. At the start of the relationship he used to try and see me even if it was only for a second. Over time that has stopped and now he tells me he will be over at mine in five minutes but that turns into 4 hours and as you can imagine I’m not happy about the constant stress of waiting for him and putting everything else on hold. Me and him have only had a couple fights but most of them are his doing and when I have pointed out his mistakes it’s my fault. He has watched porn behind my back when I have blatantly told him I do not want a partner that does that. He has messed his ex talking stage behind my back and when I asked to see the messages he said she wasn’t blocked but she blocked him. Now it’s the constant reminders to be on time. I have autism and being punctual is very important but yet he plays every time off as a mistake. I know you might think maybe he is just running late but my house is 10 minutes away from his and some how he is walking to my house for 4 hours while playing games with his friends on his PlayStation. The reason I am considering leaving is because I have a problem saying no when he wants to be intimate and unfortunately this has led to me doing whatever he wants. I met him on a Sunday and on the Thursday he was asking me to be intimate when I wanted to wait till marriage. I went on birth control because on multiple occasions he has wanted to do it without protection even when I said no. I have come off birth control because it was negativity affecting my body. But now he doesn’t like using protection again and has rubbed his self on me when I said no. He gets grumpy when I say no and there can be days where I say no and he said okay then asks again and again until I say yes. There have been times where I have said no and he has physically pushed me away and I feel like when he is angry he could just turn around and hit me. I have brought this up and he has said ‘ I dont understand why you want to be raped so badly is it so you can say to people i did trust me you dont know what its like ‘. To me this is disrespectful and I don’t know if I can put this argument behind us. Should I give up 6 months worth of memories for a degrading comment?