TW: Abuse/DV

A couple months ago I just found out my baby daddy (let’s call him A ) my best friend (let’s call her S) and her best friend (let’s call her K) used to have threesomes throughout my pregnancy and before that.

S and I have been friends since grade 3. Then she moved in high school and started being friends with K who I adored at the time. “A” used to physically, mentally, emotionally and financially abuse me. “S” and “k” knew that, and some situations it’d be S and K pulling A off of me while he was hurting me.

A mutual friend of the group called me the other day to let me know what happened. S and K would make fun of me because how easily they could do it. That mutual friend told me the day A broke my ribs, S picked me Up and drive me To The hospital, she told me she had to leave early and couldn’t stay with me because her son was sick and she had to pick him up. She lied. She went back to my ex’s where K was and had a 3sum with him that day.

Apparently he broke my ribs because he wanted me out for a couple of days so he could throw a party and S and K knew that. Infact I’ve just recently seen all the photos from that night at that party and the people who I thought I “trusted” were all there.

When I called up S and asked her about all of this she didn’t deny it. She told me that K and A used to do stuff all the time and then one day they were all drunk and one thing led to another. I asked how long this was going on for - with K and A it’s been going on for the last years of our relationship (I was with A for 6 years) and then her K and S were doing it for the last year of our relationship.

My heart is broken because I thought these were my GIRLS. I called them my SISTERS. We would do Everything together and S is my son’s godmother and I am her daughter’s godmother. I did everything for them, bought S new furniture when she got a house, paid half for a car for K. Paid for a full trip for all of us to go on holidays, stay at Airbnbs. I’ve done so many things for those two women.

I told her she was a shit friend for doing this while he was hurting me and she said “oh you know how you go, sometimes you can be dramatic, he didn’t hurt you that bad, you just had to get over it” and I told her to never speak to me again and that our friendship is done. She was begging me on the phone, text, fb, instagram through her mums account to forgive her. I simply can’t. I have had to cut off a lot of “friends” since that mutual came out with all of this.

This mutual friend also told me that K and A used to do cr*ck together in my house and that hurt the most because I fucking hate that shit and what it’s done to people I love. I didn’t even know A did that shit! I just feel so naive and stupid right now.

Aita??????????