Everybody just wanted to tell you that this was a year ago and I have been through many more relationships and learned a lot from this relationship, but here goes nothing! Me female (15) at the time I was 13 was dating a male 14 almost 15 who were gonna call Clay. I had never dated anybody at this point and I was very shielded from the world. My best friend who we’re just gonna call J had a crush on me since the beginning that I genuinely had no idea about one day we were playing Fortnite together. I know I don’t wanna hear it….. and his best friend joined.

He was 16 we’re gonna call him G There’s a lot of drama in this you’re gonna need to try to keep up so we started playing together. G ended up being pretty nice. A little over 20 minutes later my best friend’s best friend’s cousin joined.. now apparently they’re all really good friends and they’re kind of in a best friend triangle the three of them and I have somehow made a free pass to join that friend triangle now apparently all three of them knew that J liked me and I had no idea now Clay was very flirty and I was really into it.

I was boy crazy at the time and kind of stupid. He sounded like he was cute and he pretended to be really sweet but honestly what I figure out later is that he is really manipulative. We ended up playing Fortnite together for a long time. It had only been a few weeks and me and Clay been flirting constantly and J did not like him and told clay to stop disrespecting me. J was being really protective and i did not realize it then. So me and clay only flirted when we were playing game just the two of us are with G. G and J we’re really close and G saw the signs between all of us and saw the flirting and knew that J liked me. So one time we were playing again and I said I was gonna leave as I was leaving. I glitched out as I normally did so my mic turned off and then turned back on. When I rejoin the lobby, I heard G screaming at Clay.

“ YOU HAVE TO STOP FLIRTING WITH HER YOU KNOW (J) LIKES HER” I was in shock… all I could say was “ummm” and then they both started screaming and cursing when they realized I was still there I instantly left and sat there stunt me and Clay continued flirting. He was the nicest person I’ve ever met, but he wasn’t actually this nice he was just very manipulative than secretly we started dating. We ended up telling G and he was pissed. We didn’t tell J for a long time until G threatened to tell him himself.

I freaked out because I loved J like my brother we talked all the time, and I could see us both being friends till he died, and I honestly was still processing the fact that he even liked me, but eventually, G did tell him. J texted me just watch out. He’s really manipulative and I don’t want you to get hurt. He’s really sneaky and I wouldn’t trust him with anything. He was really cautious and tried to help me in any way possible and did not like the relationship.

He went quiet for a long time and got really really mad at Clay. They were all hanging out at one house together. I was relaxing at home when I got a text from G saying that my best friend J was gonna pun***** Clay forgetting with me. I was shocked. I didn’t want him to do this at this time. I really liked Clay and I thought it was a great guy so I called him and he didn’t answer.

I ended up figuring out later that he did pun***** him in the face, but threw it off as a just sort of game between friends. I ended up figuring out later as well that J wasn’t allowed at Clay‘s house because Clay would do very bad stuff and I didn’t understand what stuff still. G was equally as mad as J was. They didn’t hang out for a long and ended up leaving early. Everything was the same. We are still talking, but then they started to teach me new stuff that I’ve never heard before Clay and G both exposed me to stuff I never knew of. They told me I looked like a only fans model and G said if I looked like her when I was older that Clay would be set for life. They taught me words I never known before and ended up giving me the talk.

I was stunned. I was very confused. They taught me every word I never knew they ended up asking me. “ what color is it” I was really confused and asked what they were talking about. They just laughed still I didn’t understand they explained it vividly, but I just didn’t answer. Still not completely understanding. They just ignored it. J just got mad throughout the relationship. Then one day G was going to Claire’s house. I had hung out with my friends and we were sitting in my room when I called them.

G set up the phone and they started playing video games not too long after they brought the phone into the bathroom and started just talking and then all of a sudden G started beating up clay on the phone .. (I have a video) he threw him into the wall with a loud bang and started bea**** him up like crazy . My friends were just laughing finally, after Clay hit the floor after slamming his head into the wall, G was standing there, panting. I was in shock.

I got the whole thing on video right when it started to this day I love watching him get beat up right then I didn’t. Eventually, Clay got into dirtier stuff. We were on FaceTime calls and he asked me to do weird stuff that I was very confused about and one day he tried to convince me to get Snapchat. I wasn’t allowed to, but I ended up downloading it we were on there and we were playing truth or dare and he said will you send me a picture if I do and I was confused so he sent me one..

I never seen something like that. I’d barely understood the talk and I got a picture like that. It scares my brain over and over and over every time I think of it still to this day I am scarred and scared then he asked me to send one and I was horrified to please him I wanted to I started taking pictures, but realized I didn’t really wanna send them. I didn’t like it that he said that I was being an asshole for him, exposing himself and not me equally.

The thing is I know for certain he knew I wasn’t ready for this at all and that I barely knew what he was talking about he was helping I would do it anyways and I almost did instead I freaked out and just blocked him. I was scared out of my mind. I didn’t understand I just saw.

I told him I had my period before I blocked him. And I was honestly disgusted to be honest it wasn’t a real relationship. We never even met in person. We only FaceTime and I’m gonna be honest. It was really really good looking most of the friends that I had at school didn’t believe I was dating him. I have a part two of when I unblocked him and ended up getting back together with him and that’s just a whole Nother story that was the biggest mistake in my life. I was so stupid. I wanted to prove myself to the guy that scarred me most that I was better than him.….. let me know if you wanna part two