So here's my story. I used to believe a lot in love. I hated the idea of an arranged marriage. I hated the kind of contract vibe to it. So fell in love with a guy a couple of years back. I was totally smitten, I lost it completely. I used to live another day just to see him. The place I come from is still very conservative and love marriage is generally frowned upon. Right from the time I met this guy I knew that our relationship didn't have a future like I had this feeling deep down. And I wasn't wrong now that my family knows about it they are totally against it. So despite being totally in love with him I was hesitant to commit but I eventually decided to date him. Two years later, I see myself hardly putting in the effort and now when I ask myself if I love him I don't hear a clear yes like I used to. Sometimes I look at him and think "Is this the guy I fell for"? I still care for him and like him but there are things that guilt trip me. I am appalled by the fact that those feelings didn't last. I am disillusioned and confused. I now feel like when your body is raging with hormones, you overlook the person's flaws and don't weigh in any pros and cons maybe maybe that is not the right time to take the most important decision of your life. What do you guys think?