Prologue: he's 38, I'm 29, going to be 30 this summer. Been together since I was 21. I've gained confidence over the years and have honestly become more sexual. He has done the opposite. I've been trying new things to spark our relationship. He's just not been into it. Makes me feel pretty bad about myself and feeling unattractive again tbh. But anyway...

Today we're at a red light. It felt nice spending the day together because I've been working 10 days/nights straight and I missed him and the kids (they were at school). I'm wearing a tube top with no bra, did not expect the rain we got. He looked down and made a comment "you cold" and flicked my nip. So I flashed him. He got so mad at me... like silence in the truck and I could feel his anger. Or maybe it was judgement. He does this whenever I act like that. Says it's too much. Attention seeking. I'm wanting to show the world my tits. I just like flashing him. I like being sexual. I crave the passion and impromptu public chemistry. But the way he makes me feel, makes me feel like I have a problem. So I went off. Called him old and impotent. Now I'm a cold bitch whore that acts like a child and I need to grow up and act my age. I got out of the truck because thats not the type of reaction someone should have right?? Am I blind to my whorish behaviors and need to grow up??? AITAH????