For one starting off let me just say Im still friends with this girl. My friend Gabby was in a relationship with this boy named Riley, one of my boyfriend at the times best friends. And so when stuff went wrong with me and my boyfriend, Corey we broke up and split our ways. Corey and Gabby had been on call while Coreys shirt happened to be off and Riley got jealous and upset. He got upset at corey and her and made a rule with gabby saying that he felt uncomfortable with it. She obviously criticized him behind his back and said it was stupid. But also it had turned out that Riley had been going behind Gabbys back and calling her a lesbian and all this weird stuff because she had been hanging out with all of our friends, he had said it with Corey so he told Gabby and they were on call and I knew that they were and I shrugged it off because like what would they do right?? Like Corey had just gotten out of a relationship and Corey wouldn’t ever like her like that because she was dating somebody. (Jst wait) And I asked Gabby to sleep call because I just wanted to and we usually would sleep call so I was use to it at that point and she left me on read and slept on the phone with him, I shrugged it off but deep down I was a little upset because she had seen my message, also I went through a whole mental spiral throughout this whole time and so a lot is hazy for me. Riley and Gabby broke up and you know I helped Gabby throughout it, and so a few days later I went to New Hampshire because my grandpa had been struggling physically with his health, during that I think 2nd day, two days after her and riley broke up, Gabby messages me and says “Would you be mad if I liked Corey?” And I like froze, because she knew exactly what I was going through. It was weird to me almost, but I had talked to her about it (I was really upset) and she apologized and I accepted it because Im not gonna lose a friend to a boy, thats stupid. They started dating, and apparently the day after we had broken up, Corey liked her. After I come back after my trip, a week goes by and Gabby was being so nice to me but then on a random Saturday I get notified my grandpa died, I was upset, so dispirited honestly. That entire week following I had a smile and laughter placed all over my face, I noticed Gabby being all weird and distant to me only. I shrugged it off, like maybe shes struggling? But then on thursday I was upset, and you could tell it on my face, but at this point I was so fed up with how I was being treated that entire week I messaged her and asked if i did anything and she said no. The next day I told her I loved her and she said “Okay” And walked away from me. She had told my friend the following day it was weird how i asked her if she was mad at me but i was acting weird. I understood her side of the story and I told her it was because of my grandpa and she shrugged me off basically. That entire day after I was being so nice, like literally hugging her and saying I loved her and she gave me NOTHING. I have a bad habit of apologizing when stuff really isn’t in my control but I felt bad because I thought I had done something so I apologized to her, and she said “Its fine thank you for being a good friend” Btw ts was an ENTIRE paragraph for being weird and I should’ve told her i was upset, I understood that, but I didn’t and so I apologized. Told her I loved her and yet again this girl ignored me, left me on read. I messaged her again today and said I loved her and she read my message too, guyssss what do I dooo 😭