tonight is my bf friend’s birthday party and I have never been to a party before, i dont like to and dont want to! I dont speak French and 100% of his people (friends and family) does, i have joined his family dinner a few times and I was just sitting there in the couch listening to them talking and feeling being left out 10/10 but this is his family so i cant say no! But for friends, i really dont wanna go and just sit there like an idiot. Especially when i dont drink alcohol. Moreover, I am an introvert person, so i am comfy staying at home. I told him that i dont wanna go but he keep saying no and just now, he said its ok that i dont wanna go. He seems sad and it makes me feel bad. He said he wanted show me off to all his friends but i never interested in meeting his people and how i dont want to being seen with him! Its NOT truth.