My son is 5. I feel like a horrible person and mom for saying this but I don't like playing with him and would rather just do anything else. I'm not a neglectful parent. I love and care for him and take him to his swimming and sports classes and take care of all his needs. I loved spending time and bonding with him when he was a baby. The best time I had with him was when he was a baby and I miss those times. Now that he's more independent, it's almost like I've lost interest. I'm not sure if it's delayed postpartum or something. I do try to play with him but I would honestly rather be on my phone or do the housework. I don't know what I can do or if there are any activities we could enjoy together.