(update btw) so it’s been like 2 months since i last posted about my now ex boyfriend. yes we broke up but also became enemies since he wanted to be a man whore. why am i saying this? oh because of the amount of shit he put me through FOR FUCKING 3-4 YEARS.

so in february, it was about to be my birthday and i was turning 17. that month wasn’t really..okay for me because my stepdad hasn’t talk to me since November, my mom has to get therapy for what she did to me, and online drama happening. and i needed some comfort because of how depressed and stressed i was. so i went to my ex bf and sent him screenshots and pictures of writing i did. he did comfort me but something happened. here’s how the conversation went:

ex bf:”question, why did ya write the note on paper? you coulda just texted it” me:”ever heard of writing your feelings down 😭it helps you to clear your mind” (that was a asshole move. i regret it.) ex bf:”yes. i do that all the time, but i don’t show it to people i’m servers or nothing which is what you made it sound like “to the people i hate, go fuck yourself and angelic go choke on paper.” (because this user name angelic told me to kys. i was pissed off and see how his own words affect him. i wasn’t mentally okay back then.) ex bf also said:”max you know i write my feelings down, i’ve shown you” (i didn’t know texting and writing were the same fucking thing.) me:”oh” ex bf:”oh? i’ve shown you before, several times max” me:”i’ll just stop talking, i don’t want to cause anymore problems.” note - i was already in a bad place and i was fucking tired of drama. also warning, this part might be sensitive or idk.

ex bf:”no keep talking, i wanna know why or how you thought i didn’t when i’ve shown you many times before i do. cause to me it kinda seems like you partly never fuckin gave a fuck when i shown you them, the “ever heard of writing your feelings” hurt cause YOU ARE one of the ones when i do feel comfortable, i will show my vents i write down, but THE LAST MESSAGE it fucking pissed me off. cause it just seemed like you just now realized i do, which means you either never read them, or you did but didn’t actually give a fuck to remember. “hey i’m talking to someone who helped me learn it’s actually a good coping skill.” i don’t care if it’s almost your birthday, but max, a lot of the shit that happens your practically asking for half the time, and i kept believing you didn’t ask for some of the shit, BUT DO YOU NOT SEE HOW YOUR VRCHAT AVATARS OR THE SHIT YOU USE IN RPS EFFECT OR FLIRTING WITH PEOPLE LIKE YOU DO SAYING insert what i sexual joke about or overall flirting. ITS LIKE YOUR ASKING FOR PEOPLE OLDER THAN YOU TO WANNA FUCK YOUR OCS, IM NOT SORRY FOR ANY OF THIS. THIS HAS BEEN FUCKING PISSED ME OFF FOR THE LONGEST TIME, HALF THE SHIT HAS HAPPENED SO FAST IT DONT SEEM REAL ANYMORE.”

TL;DR: he basically said of how i’m a whore because of how i like his women drawings more than his men drawings, then called me a attention seeking whore for all the shit i’ve done and how my trauma won’t excuse this.

i never used my trauma as a excuse when something like this happens. he even went to MY GIRLFRIEND and told her half the story but told her that i’m cheating on her with my OWN FRIENDS and how i “flirt” with them. no, i make sexual jokes and jokes that are fucking funny. i don’t like my friends that way. i only like my girlfriend. and i found out he never even liked my best friend who used to be my boyfriend because of how i talk about the problems we had. i don’t talk about my best friend a lot to my ex because idk..it might make him jealous or maybe it’s something personal between me and my best friend.

and after the drama, i told my best friend and my girlfriend to block my ex because i didn’t want them to get involved. well mostly my girlfriend since i don’t think my ex wanted to tell my best friend since he(my ex)doesn’t like him(my best friend).

i just wanted to update you guys or ask if i’m the AH because i even told my friends about it to see if i’m in the wrong or something.

also another note - if i didn’t give a fuck, i wouldnt be comforting my ex when he is talking about his relationship with his terrible father and grandmother. i even helped me through bad relationships or get him out of a relationship since people were calling him a predator for dating a 15 year old while he was turning 18. plus i even tried to help him when he was trying to expose a PDF file on vrchat. yeah..vrchat isn’t a safe place in public or the people you meet on there-

but let me know your thoughts on this crazy story. TL;DR:my ex boyfriend had drama with me because i made a stupid mistake. which ended our friendship and he decided to try make my girlfriend break up with me because of that mistake. then i told my friends, my best friend, and my girlfriend everything that happened.