I'm 16yo [F] and I've debating wether I should leave wo looking back or telling them or just endure being unhappy and stay w my family my family isn't bad they don't abuse me or hate me or any of that bit I wouldn't say they're perfect ik deep down they love me which makes feel bad for wanting to leave but I also know I will never reach any mutual understanding w them and if they know who I really am they won't love me anymore and it's not entirely them its the way they were raised and how society is its quite normalised here to look down on humans rights and freedom of choice everybody ik is against it my family are very religious Muslims which I think is enough said and bc of societal norms here even tho I'm 16 they don't let me go anywhere wo supervision from them or my brother who os 14 and can go anywhere he wants such as his friends house or anywhere whenever he wants they are super strict w me and my sister who is literally in college but treated like a child just cuz she's a woman my dad lost his mind once and got really angry bc I SUGGESTED to walk IN FRONT of the house not even two blocks away from it just in front bc I'm bored of sitting inside and he doesn't see a problem in that he says if u wanna go out u can w ur mom or me and I can't explain to him that I hate going out w them I wanna be free I wanna live my life and everytime they're like it's for ur safety and that's what God teaches us do u wanna defy God which I roll my eyes to cause I'm an atheist (don't try to convert me u cant) and no matter what I do or say I will never be able to live my life the way I want and deserve w them in it so I plan on leaving when I can wo saying a word and never looking back to them which would be easy bc I'm not close to my family my relationship w them is surface level even tho we live in a not so big apartment so amitah for wanting to leave wo explaining or discussing w them bc ik it's hopeless and we will never see eye to eye so I just wanna leave and not go back