This sounds bad and probably is, and i don't know what to do anymore. This sounds diabolical, but I swear this is all real and i am stressing.

Me (18m) and my best friend (18m) has been friends since middle school. We have a real bro relationship. We're both on the football team, have the same friends anf play video games. We don't fight or get hot headed with each other, only the common biggering and nudging one another.

My best friend has a little brother(17m) and i will be lying saying i haven't presued him.

I'll call my best friend for W and his little brother for E, just to make it easier to understand.

E is a twink (i think it is). Short, slim and a little doll basically. I don't think he's femboy, but definitely gay and a bottom. Only has female friends and wears makeup, but other than that, looks like a guy.

I haven't been subtle about my attraction to E, and W has given me many smacks on the head for my comments about his brother and my stares. W has also told me to not try anything, for reasons i don't actually know.

Well it started one night i was at a house party and W wasn't there, but E was. I had been instructed to get the brat home one piece. I had gotten him into the car and was driving home, when E was being touchy with me. He gets like that easily when tipsy. Trust me, i tried to ignore him and kept telling him no. But one thing let to another, and he blew me in the car.

After that i was trying to forget, obviously feeling wrong because of how I knew W would react if he knew. I spoke to E, but he didn't care.

Another time E asked me to drive him home from school, because he didn't wanna take the bus and W had to stay at school because of some stuff he's doing. I did try to drive him home, but E was coming onto me again. Things happened and we did it in the car.

Now, i can't resist him. He's amazing and i love the brat. And every time we're alone, we do it.

But W doesn't know... I am terrified to tell him. I know it have broken the biggest bro code, but I can't help myself. I know i am the AH, but I just wanna know how to approach this. Whether it is telling W, keep it a secret or what else.

Please, any advice?