to put it in context, I met a cousin of a friend of mine, we'll call this cousin G. G and I became close friends to the point where I developed feelings for her. everything seemed fine but everything started to go wrong when she started to get bothered by the fact that I bullied her in a friendly way because it made me laugh and because when I didn't have a topic of conversation I liked to answer her stories making fun of her in a friendly way or making fun of her when I beat her in uno and making it clear on many occasions that I never meant it and that that's how I liked to show affection but it bothered her to the point of stopping talking to me and I ended up apologizing but the thing is that she had a similar behavior to mine, making fun of me when she won in uno, laughing at some minor thing that happened to me or going to the point of hitting me and that once while she was scratching me she made me bleed leaving a scar on my hand but I never spoke to my parents or the school about it because I didn't want to get her in trouble. we continued for a couple of months with that thing of me making fun of me in a friendly way and her not talking to me for a day until one day she thought it was a good idea to publish my number on discord and other pages making like 5 or 7 guys send me pictures of their parts while she was dying of laughter and I told her that when I saw her I was going to hit her for it and she just laughed at it and I lasted the whole weekend without talking to her and ignoring her messages and when monday came the first thing she did when she saw me was simply start laughing and at first I didn't do anything and just told her that I was going to hit her but she thought they were just empty threats until she got distracted and I hit her in the shoulder with all my strength and told her to never publish my number again and she while crying said that she didn't publish it and left. since then I haven't talked to her again and we acted like strangers when we met at school. I've been thinking, and I'm starting to think I might have let it go and listened to what she had to say. So I'm the asshole? PD: sorry for my bad english