I just want to talk about a situation between me and my close friend, and maybe some solutions would be amazing. I just wanna clarify I know that I messed up and I was in the wrong, and a terrible friend, and, ik this’s just consequence of my own actions.

Let me start with some context me (19M) have a friend (21 M) that has this huge crush on this girl (21F) for about at least 6 months, and he been hanging out with her and somewhat doing activities that might lead to people assuming they’re together (she does this with everyone not just him, she super nice to everyone except me it seems like we always argue even about the smallest things) but at the end of the day he does not make any moves or show her he actually likes her. And the other day, me and 3 of my friends including him went on kinda off like a 4 man, and it was going great for all of us, except for the friend with the crush, he had a literal breakdown trying to make a move on her, in the middle of the dance floor, and started crying which is unusual from him, but maybe he was overwhelmed, so I told him he can’t drink anymore and took him home, and I comforted him, and left alone in his room (we’re room mates, we have a flat together all 4 of us) to calm down, and chill, and went back, and when I got back his crush was all over me, she asked me to go grab a drink with her, and we ended up dancing and, from drink to drink and having good time, she initiated a kiss which I did not refuse, and we started making out, and during, I thought about it and stopped it because I didn’t want to break my friends heart, and after that I just gave her the cold shoulder and let the other two guys have fun while I just have a layed back rest of the night, and the next day I felt guilty and I told him, which he proceeded to stay quite, and just look me in the eyes and tell me to “get out” which I did, I live in the same flat as him, and I still don’t see him, and his room is the opposite door to mine. Ik I might of made him seem to be immature and you might say “he wasn’t dating her or anything serious between them” ik that, but it really doesn’t matter I just wanna know how to get my best friend back.

Sorry for very long message, and the poor grammar, and spelling I’m dyslexic.