I want to make this short but there is so much to be said I'll make it simple and not a story I have two kids same father he chose not to be I. Their lives at all my daughter was born ill needed many surgeries one being 8 days old the surgery lasted 13 hours and out of state while we were all in waiting room he was at Ronald McDonald house meeting women online he left us...which ibwas ok with if yiu don't love kids how can I love him it was simple for me since he left and my daughter was very ill my mother SOLD her home to move into my house to help care for my son while I was out of state with my daughter he NEVER came to visit or call to check on her...never paid for a single medicine....never helped with gas let's just say he was not present at all years go by and she has 5 major surgeries my mom gets cancer works her butt off during cancer because u am unable to work my job WAS to take care of my child who was also on a feeding machine her meds were very expensive my mom would get chemo and go straight to work after just so my daughter would have life saving medicines remind you this is a very very short version of this sooo much more then what I say now...one day coming home from an appointment me and my daughter found my mother passed away on my front porch it was very graphic lots of blood I did bring her back with cpr but 3 days later I had to make thr decision to pull plug I had to hire a professional to come clean my home where the blood was and my child didn't want to be present after raising her on my own and paying for everything with no help from her father I felt he owed something and I needed help for a few days to get stuff cleaned ibwas in a very dark place and he knew that but what he did was take this opportunity to gain great monetary hand outs by keeping my daughter from me and me from her I had no idea where this man even lived just his mother we were married 8 years all my assets are frozen due to my mom passing and go threw probate I couldn't even get out of bed I missed paperwork in mail and he got custody because I laid in bed after being exhausted from taking care of two sick ppl who I love with my entire being my daughter 3nded up in the hospital after a night out and h not giving her her oxygen cuz he drives a truck and it don't fit in there he came to me to tell me sh3 was in there and needed me at the hospital of course i ran right there 4 hour drive to her out of state Dr's I get there and we are so happy and she was telling me all the stuff he was doing blocking my number taking her phone not allowing her to come back home because he was getting thousands and thousands of dollars handed to him threw fundraisers and go fund me we were in there a month and a half before he came to the hospital the night before her major surgery she was having he made her last night a living hell throwing all my stuff around the room making her cry and vomit I cant keep typing this on phone but since he got custody in guess that means he can make any decision he wants and he NEEDED me out of the hospital do he could continue to get hand outs and that's what he did I was only allowed to be tjsre for 4 hours a day so for me with my funds tied up in court it would be 12 hours driving alone when gas prices are insane she ended up dying and ibwas not even called to say my goodbyes at her funeral he got engaged right in front of her casket bought a new motorcycle wirh hand out money and now I am homeless because probate Is not done yet why am I an asshole what did I do wrong I struggle every single Day to survive this heartache...help