I’m an introvert, socially awkward person so I generally think that’s why. Even after that though I still had friends, but as time goes on I lose more and more. I really am a patient and “stay out of the picture” person. I guess my question is, are people leaving me because I’m broke and can’t afford to go out to bars or dinners, or is it because i want to just hang out at their houses? I’m not a mean person. I try so hard. Maybe I am meant to be a loner in life. It doesn’t sound awful, but I’m also afraid that I’ll regret not having a family, etc.