I (f) 23 have been with (m) 25 for 1 year 3 months now. We live together and have a dog and cat.

Giving to much info prob I ramble and have anxiety and depression, really bad at spelling and grammar so bear with me please. I'm looking for genuine advice not just leave or angry stuff.

My boyfriend and I met on a dating app. We went on dates and I felt like I had a true connection with him. We traveled half way accross the world together on vacation, hes met all my friends, coworkers and family.

3 ish problems

1. We moved in rather fast around 3 months. And our living situation which was to be temporary is still ongoing. We live in a trailer, and I am saving money for a down payment on a house he already has the money and is waiting for me to match him, however Its hard to live this way and I much rather it take longer and we have a apartment now and house later.

2. He messaged his ex girlfriend in the beginning and lied about dating her. Lied about living with her. And said they were friends until I found out. Since then she has been blocked as far as I know on the grounds of how would you feel if i did this to you.

3. Two weeks ago I went through his phoe reloaded dating apps and saw he said hi to about 5 dif girls on 2 dating apps then would unmatch them if they answered???? bigger problem he hasnt used them in like almost a year. So its not recent. confronted him both times he told me he was sorry and will never do it again because he wouldnt want me to do that to him, that im his best friend and please dont leave him.

Like he hasnt slept with anyone. But should I not be angry. He wants me to be back to normal right away. It has been like 2 weeks. But I feel like I would take a bullet for him and that was just a slap to the face.

Like hes my best friend. What do I do. Do I forgive and forget? Or do I give up because I have a little pent up anger.

Also I have been mistreated a lot. So I almost give up right away and throw in the towel. But I didnt here why?

Thanks all