I 25/F met a 28/F last year and we hit it off, it was one of the best times I have ever had In a relationship , i felt special , seen, heard .but then everything changed she became more distant, told me she was just busy but she cared then she said she felt sorry for me so we should just be friends but she won’t talk to anyone , and once she is financially stable we will try again. So should I send her this message? Btw she asked me not to see others.

It’s crazy every time I tell myself, “This is the last time I’m crying over her,” it never is. Maybe it’s my fault. You openly said you preferred short relationships, but for some reason, I thought I’d be the one to change your mind. I should’ve realized I’m not that special.

Even after you said we could only be friends, I still held onto hope that we’d work things out. You’re the first and last person I think about every day. People always say I move on fast, so with you, I wanted to give my all. But the problem is, I don’t know when to move on.

You still wear the ring every day, giving me just enough hope that maybe you still care. I feel like I’m drowning like were once on the same page, but now you’ve moved on, and I’m struggling to catch up. I’m exhausted.

Do you know what the craziest part is? I feel guilty talking to others, as if I’m cheating on you. I thought I’d get over you by working on myself saving money, writing my research paper but nothing has helped.

I’m writing this to tell you I’m going to start seeing other people. Maybe then, I’ll finally forget you. Because I deserve that. I deserve to feel loved, to wake up to “good morning” and “good night” messages.