So yesterday my best friend of 7 years and I organised to go to a petting zoo/farm with her 3 year old son (I also enjoy petting zoos and was my idea to go because I haven’t been in a couple of years)

We said that when I woke up, to text her and we would go from there. So I did, and she text me saying “oh sorry I forgot I would see my sister today” - so she cancelled on me.

Today she was seeing an old school friend and I happened to see on find my friends that they had gone to the petting zoo today!

So not only had she cancelled on me, but she had taken someone else the next day when she knew I was off work and had previously mentioned me meeting up with this old school friend as well today..

Am I being over dramatic? It’s not about the zoo.. it’s the fact that she cancelled on me and then went to the place with someone else and didn’t even think about me.. knowing we had plans to go the day before. I just know that I wouldn’t do that, I would feel too guilty or atleast would invite her as well..

I’m feeling really really shitty about myself atm, I’ve had a rough 5 years with abusive relationships and I’m struggling with ptsd and hating myself and feeling like I’m not worth anything, so I just was a reasonable persons view

TIA x