I [23/M] secretly do drgs and my GF [25/F] doesn't know neither does her mom. My GF & I currently live in her mom's place (we all share the bills, thus its cheaper). but her mom became suspicious because I left at 11PM 2 nights ago to meet my connect to score some fetty (i snort fentanyl everyday). And when I came back, I saw her mom's son looking out the window when i came to the apartment and thats where I was suspicious of her suspecting something.

Recently, my gf's mom saw me yesterday with a dude in a ski-mask and saw us exchanging stuff. My GF asked me about it, and I just told her that it was a service they did at home and i was paying them and it was very cold outside hence the masks (we live in NY). The mom of course didn't buy any of my explanations and told my GF that im doing something secretly during the nights.

I told her (the mom) that it's honestly non of her business and her mom straight up said to me, "you're doing drugs, aren't you?" 🤣 i laughed off and told her that i wasn't and she really needs to chill out, and so what if i was? I walked away but she kept telling my GF that I'm a drug addict (i'm always on time with my payments of the bills and never late at all 🤣)

i will admit i constantly snort lines when they're not around me but her mom told her that she heard loud snorting/sniffing and I just told her that its really nothing and i thought that was that, until the mom asked me if I really do drugs, and that I can be honest because she understands and used to do them herselt.. 🤣 i literally told her no and that was that I guess, but she kept on telling my GF that i'm a drug addict and do drugs behind your back.

I told my GF that I'm not and explained to her reasonably well so she doesn't suspect my use. I'm not ready to tell her yet tbh because i know how she is & will freak out. I'll try to minimize my use but if i i need treatment then yes, I'll be absolutely open with it.

I am not the type of person to steal from others for my own selfish habits, that's why I have a job and make good $ so that i can finance my shit and not stealing from others.