I’m a single dad of 3. My oldest daughter has paranoid schizophrenia and has been in the hospital for 3 months. She’s been on 4 different antipsychotics, but her delusions haven’t changed much.

Now the doctors want to discharge her, saying she’s “stable,” but I’ve pushed back. At home, she stops taking meds, her room becomes a disaster, and she scares her younger siblings with intense outbursts. It’s a lot to manage.

What’s eating at me is, I’m not excited about her coming home. I feel guilty just saying that. I love her deeply, but I’m exhausted and scared. AITA for not wanting her back yet?