Everyone hates me and maybe I'm only the problem, but I'm okay with being hated or ignored, but the opposite happens all the time, im never ignored, people always come push me around, and beat me up. If I just say get lost, they starts beating me up. I don't want to be popular, I just want to be safe. I'm okay if people hate me from far and ignore me completely. But instead, they find ways to interact with me and if I don't entertain them, they beat the shit out of me. My phone is a big trigger. I sit in class alone in one corner, and scroll, a guy comes and talks to me, I say I'm busy and he gets pissed and beats me up.