I 17F have 4 younger siblings (F11,F8,M7,M2) and with such big age gaps obviously I don’t really play on the same level with them and now my mum is trying to get me to go to soft play with them and I won’t really enjoy as again nobody is my age mate and even with the 11 year old she’s more closer with the rest of them as opposed to me as they all share a dad without me and will normally stay over at their dads without me. Also my mum refuses or forgets idek atp to fix my phone so I will literally have nothing to do and not saying I don’t wanna hang out but that’s what birthdays are for but I still see it as pointless and would rather do other things like study or even write a book.