There is literally no reason for me to be in Uni. I have to spend 4 years there to get a ''diploma'' when I can make a portfolio for graphic design and get a job in less than a year. I don't need any ''diploma'' for it if you are good enough.

Thing is, that I suffer from Severe ADHD and selective mutism. That means I'm unwillingly unable to talk around people in certain situations and yeah I guess y'all know what ADHD is. I'm procrastinating every time I prepare for exam and I have a hard time being around people. Therefor I can't participate in group projects. People generally are creeped out of me or call me weird and are passive aggressive towards me because my quietness is annoying to them so I always avoid social situations.

But, I'm very good at drawing from imagination and I'm creative too, I'm also good with colors. I sketched all my ideas that I want to make for Graphic design. Literally everyone but my parents are agreeing for me to quit Uni despite admiring my skills.

My parents want me to do both but I literally struggle to do only one. Also there are no medications for ADHD in my country and it's severe as fuck.

Every time I try to talk calmly to my mom about it and ask for logical solution she just ends up screaming because she's unable to think rationally. She gaslights herself that she wants me to be in Uni to meet people but in reality she just has a traditional mindset coded in her brain that education=successful life. I can meet people in plenty of other places like wtf.

I'm literally not build in a way for this shit, fuck it's even a pure math you don't even have to think much to realize that quitting Uni is simply better.