I understand that this is for worse/ragebait posts, but this is a throwaway and I need to get my feelings out. I'm in a weird place in my life. I (16M) Respect the fact that getting up in age why my Parents would choose whipping as a form of punishment. I grew up getting whipped for genuinely dumb things that I would do. For example, there was one time I was 9 that I would sneak to the kitchen at night to steal food from the fridge. Noted, I was and am being fed properly and well, I just chose to be greedy at that time.

My dad caught me, and made me get his belt and he whipped me. Understandable. But for the past 3 or so months, I've been feeling an increasing distain for my Father. I love him to bits, and that is the hardest part about it all.

Now, my younger sibling ate a whole bottle of mens vitamin gummies and was found out. Later that day, my dad tells him to bend over someplace, and proceeded to whip them with his paddle. The screams of my younger sibling sounded like they were dying. LITERALLY, like they had acid poured down their throat.

I felt the need to protect my younger sibling, and I wanted to charge my father knock him to the ground.

Listen, I know I'm not the asshole, but like I said, throwaway. I have so little karma and nowhere else to post. Can someone tell me why? why I felt the need to watch him do it? Granted, I felt no enjoyment. so, why?