For Context, I’m 20 years old,f, living in a kinda strict household. Ever since I was a kid, i dreamt of living independently alone. But, This seems impossible as my parents would never allow me to move out, my dad who stayed out of my life emotionally, is very controlling, he was to be the “man” in the household but doesn’t want the responsibilities, only the authority. He never showed up for me in any ways, school functions, sports, prizes etc never present. Slowly, even I cut him off my life, but still staying under his roof meant being bounded by his controlling rules like, i cant travel anywhere alone or with friends, no going out, i have to ask for permission even its just my friend’s house. Overall, im fed up of his alcoholic and abusive behaviour as well, my mom isnt ready to leave him, as she has fallen in this pattern, i cant do anything any more…she is really amazing mother but she is now supposed to prioritise herself which she isn’t doing and im tired of putting everyone above me now, i dont care i just wanna live my life peacefully by my ownself. aita?