So i a 13 year old child with 2 younger brothers live with my mom we're curently at her parents house . so today after she asked me what i wanted to eat i asked for kfc (i usually eat cheap but since its songkran i wanted to eat it once, but im stilll chubby even though i try to lose weight and dont even eat much and do a lot of exercise which my parents make fun off )but my mom started yelling at me telling me that 'she is trying his best and because dad didnt want to give 40000 thb in child support to three children which doesnt even cover the school fees because i got into one of thailands hardest schools because my mom forced me 2. i had to stress myself out since 11 . since 8 my parents divorced and after my mom and dad started using me as there communication methods for years at the time i thought it was normal but i learned at it was not but i put up with it until one day after a particular nasty arguement where i had to bear mom and dads words to talk to the other i couldnt and wrote a ceasar cypher to my teacher , luckily my english teacher understood and set me up with the school therapist . things started geting better but then now my parents are using the excuse that 'we've already done so much for you' to start pressuring me while they gave special treatment to my brothers my mom said and i quote "if u dont wanna be dad's slave forever you need to study and get a stable job" she said that when i was 6 so since then i had constant pressure on me and about finances now im trying to do day trading at 13 because my mom said so, so this constant build up of stress spiraled me into depression and i even tried to uhh retire from life 3 times but today where i just asked them for once not expecting much but instead my mom launched into a whole rant about finances and obligatiion which i eventually broke down and yelled back "mom maybe if you didnt stress me out soo much i wouldve been in a state to help u earn money since i was 8 or so... and mom started playing victim saying how she was stressed because she was trying to support us :I and should blame dad instead for once (which tbh i never expected much from him anyways because he onced punched me because i didnt wanna go to his narcesistic parents)i had multiple break downs when writing this post . , so after mom said that i said "why dont u blame urself for this" and then i yelled "IF U HADNT FORCED ME TO COMMUNICATE UR ISSUES WITH DAD , TO STUDY TILL MY BRAIN WAS A MUSH , TO CALCULATE UR FINANCES SINCE 8 I WOULDNT BE YELLING LIKE THIS MOM" and the thing is she thought i was acting spoiled because i didnt get to eat kfc the absolute stupidity on how she thinks this is still about kfc so i confronted her on why she never understood me and she said "fine u want kfc that bad? sure ill get u kfc if u want all of us to go broke" and so i left and came to my computer and wrote this post sorry if its long this is actually the tldr ill get into the details in the replies