Lets begin with I have a childhood friend, Martha. We have known each other since birth and always been demon children running around the neighborhood but... When we were in middle school everything changed, she changed and so did I. She wanted to do drugs and go down a dark path getting expelled and doing dumb shit honestly. I was in my goodie phase but that changed later in High school. She got kicked out of her house and moved away and bounced between houses. I lost contact with her for a long time.

Then here comes high school, I think it was 11th grade and she showed back up in school trying to make friends with me again, I was a stoner at this point coming to school stoned as fuck, but I did my work and kept my head down. I was a nobody and thats how I liked it, when things went down at school I was never involved, I didn't fuck with nobody I could slip through the cracks without being noticed. I knew if I was to hang with her and her big ass personality, she was going to fuck that all up for me. Lets not forget in middle school she started a fuck ton of drama for no reason but that because of her big ass personality and wanting to be the center of attention.

Soo back to high school, she is transferred mid semester into my first class of the day, of course I wake and bake it for school so im lit. I walk into the class and she is waving me down trying to get my attention and I sit at my assigned seat and ignore her. Yes, fucked up, but I was high as a kite not trying to let her see my blood shot eyes and her laugh at me and make it obvious in front of the whole class. Well as I figured she didn't like that, and I waited until after class and said "hey, im glad your back. I was a little confused this morning and didn't know how to react since I we haven't been in contact with each other in years." She was like BLAH BLAH BLAH, you dont like me anymore I see how it is. I returned with well you can never keep the same phone number nor the same fucking Facebook account so I have no clue how to contact you. It works both ways you know."

BTW If you're reading this and think its about you it probably is but fuck it time for you to hear the truth.

Time goes on... She is living close to town and we start hanging out after school, she is still doing dumb shit but we all do I don't judge necessarily, I just choose to be wise about how, where and when to do dumb shit you know.. Like I dont know you, im not smoking with you or buying from you and defiantly not getting a ride from you. I think my wiseness kept me out of a lot of trouble going through this phase of my life. BTW Martha got arrested, and charged for doing the dumbest shit and now she has felony charges.

But she started fucking around literally and got pregnant and I was like bitch WTF, Are you dumb.? Turns out It was false alarm trying to make the Baby daddy stay with her. But whatever glad she wasn't really pregnant but do you see the dumb shit she was pulling. I knew then it was a game over for me. I stopped talking to her.

Let's move forward a few years turns out she moved even closer to me, walking distance. We talked every so often, me keeping my distance. Now she is pregnant for real and I was like I can at least show up for a few minutes to the baby shower and drop off some diapers and wipes. Which literally I showed up said congrats and left. A few months later she gives birth and I go to the hospital see the baby and dip again. LOL I do not stick around at parties or get togethers for long, im a busy woman who has nothing to do. :)

By the way this baby she had was an affair baby. SHE CHEATED ALL DAY EVERY DAY, IF SHE WAS HORNY SHE WAS GONNA FUCK THE FIRST MAN SHE SAW.......

Now fast forward, she is no longer with the man she cheated on or the baby daddy. now she is cheating on her boyfriend with for his friend/ roommate and guess what...... DING DING DING!!!! You got it... She got pregnant again....... Now im not the type of person that judges out loud but damn she is a walking billboard for white trash. I know that is harsh but can you not learn from your mistakes and make your life a little better especially for your children. She could not keep a roof over her head, she could not keep a job. Nor could she keep a car because guess what.... she would get fucked up and drive and wreck them. Now I can hear yall now saying im the asshole because im judging, she has an addiction. But you guys, she has had so many opportunities to get straight and be smart with her life but she chooses to do dumb shit. Her parents didn't raise her like this, I mean it wasn't the best but they definitely did their best and kept a roof over their head and alway had food on the table and the bills paid.

Now its current day, she was having a hard time so I went and spent a few hours with her after her last baby was born. She does not live close anymore and she moved back in with her parents to raise the kids because yes she is still kinda a fuck up. Her car is fucked and she keep trying to have my husband fix it because he is a mechanic. First, I dont do hand out when the parts she needs are pricey as fuck and I know ill never see that money. Also can you imagine the guilt I will feel if she has the babies in the car and she fucks around and wrecks and gets them hurt. NOT TO MENTION SHE A HOE and my man is fine as fuck. Im not insecure because we have been together for 10 years and I have complete trust in him. But I dont trust her.. She has proven time after time she will fuck anything that gets hard. She could say he SA her even tho it never happened because she is looking for a payout or vengeance against me. She does have some jealously issues with my relationship because I choose a good man, a man with a trade and a man that makes BANK and takes care of me. A man that will take a bullet for me and I would do the same for him.

FUCK YOU MARTHA, I hope you are reading this.... I hope you learn to quit fucking around and get your shit together because your kids do not need to grow up thinking a trap house is normal. Having all those weird fucking men buying drugs from you and vice versa. I hope you find a man and he is good enough to satisfy your needs so the kids can grow up with a father figure. I hope you learn to get on a form of birth control, or learn to keep your legs closed. DO BETTER. I know you can. Just know all this hostility in the post is because I'm very disappointed in you and you should really get help. Maybe you will be able to keep friends and family once you have found the real you and not this NASTY FUCKED UP VERSION.... IF you dont turn it around now girl, I dont know if I will show up when they bury you. Do you want me to lie to the girls about who you were, when they start asking questions? Or do you want me to tell them the truth?....

-THE FLY ON THE WALL