I always go on dates. After some time, I get attached to the girl too quickly . These could even be after meeting the girl 2 times. Many times women have told me to slow down. But you see, this part of me ends up chasing the women away. Between March and April I have gone out with 6 different people (only the ones we had sex not normal dating) and all got dumped after once or twice sex. Few days ago, I had what would be the sex of my life before now. By the next time I met her, I bought her loads of flowers just to show her how serious I was. She told me to slow down. We still had sex again that night. I sent her a note of places we should visit next time. She said she’ll think about it. Been 2 days now, something tells me, she’s not all that interested. (My intuition always tells me when am about to be dumped). The issue is at this point I am tired of dating. My heart can’t handle the drain anymore. I am beginning to doubt if I am a man at this point. Because my friends will be saying they dumped a girl. But in my case , it’s always the woman dumping me. Quite hilarious. I am just tired of it all. Drank a full bottle of vodka today. Made me depressed af. Cos I really liked her. Crazy girl injured both physically with her nails when climaxing and mentally though. Funny thing it’s not even their fault. It’s my water melon heart.