Yup thats right I (23 M) cheated on my (22F) girlfriend. We were together for a year and 5 months. The first couple months were fine and then everything started to spiral down. I didn't feel the love in the relationship and i have made several attempts to leave the relationship, THE RIGHT WAY. However after each "break up" we always got back together within 48 hours. Our latest one was within a week. Ever since the back and forth breaking up shes had me on alot of restrictions such as life360, constant phone calls and facetimes which are many things that i didnt want to deal with. I went ahead and made a decision and decided that i will go out and explore. I started cheating on her, meeting other girls and texting them. Only one time where it got physical to where me and the other female engaged in sexual intercourse. After a month or two i felt very shitted and decided that on my birthday, instead of going out and partying i will be straight up honest and tell her everything that i did. She deserved to know the truth and she didnt deserve a man like me. Tbh cheating does not make me a man however she deserved to know everything. After telling her, she still went ahead and decided to give me a second chance. And at first i was willing to fix it, but after closely thinking about it and having time alone, i believe that i dont have the capability of doing what i have to do to save the relationship. I know if the same was to happen to me, i probably would've not gaven her that second chance. I felt like i did the right thing by leaving however i did the wrong thing by conducting those malicious activities. AMITAH?

PS I Know IAMTAH for cheating..