I (20F) recently got into a huge argument with two friends I was really close with. We usually hang out at mine, and I always end up driving them home late — even when I’m high, which I’ve told them makes me anxious especially on the motorway. This last time, I felt really pressured to drive, and when I got home, I just snapped.

I messaged them saying I felt used, and in the heat of the moment, I also brought up some hurtful comments they’ve made in the past (like asking if I gained weight after my pregnancy, and saying people don’t want attention from me). I told them I guess I never got over those things, and that’s why I’ve been holding resentment. Even after the apologised for it I just couldn’t stop it was all just coming out of me.

They added me to a group call where they basically said if I was holding all that in, they don’t want to be friends as it was a year ago. I tried explaining I never brought it up because they gang up on me together everytime. Now I feel guilty for not handling it better, but also hurt that they didn’t even try to understand where I was coming from.

AITAH?