For context I (14 f) and my sister (18 f) had a physical fight after she got mad at me for not doing what she told me to do so she started throwing things at me so I hit her, our parents work abroad so they weren't there to see what happened but the next day my sister was about to get mad again but my mom called her my dad happened to be there so my sister started complaining about me saying things like i dont help with anything, but like bro i wake up at 5 everyday to prepare me and my younger brothers lunch and stuff and when its weekends i cook all my food and she acts all stressed and shit and was saying i was lazy and fat and more shit, my dad then called me (which was rare) and said some stuff like 'I heard you hit your sister blah blah blah don't hit your sister you're younger' which I thought was very unfair and I was about to cry when I heard it because I thought he wanted to ask about how I was in school and stuff after that my mom called and she also started talking about me hitting my sister, I didn't hit her first tho, I don't get why it's my fault, everytime my sister gets mad me and my other siblings have to be careful around her, I feel like my parents like her the most among us just because shes good at studying shes not even smart she cant even solve a simple problem thats not related to school and I need advice, I don't want to talk to my friends about this, and I don't want to talk about this with my younger brother. Before the fight I was very excited about seeing my parents again and just chilling at home during holy week break but now I don't want to see their faces. I feel really emotional these days and I dont wanna go home I felt like doing things I know is not good. Am I the bad guy here?