I am 16F, and have a quiet life with a good economic situation. My mother always took care of my health when I was in the bad and paid for all the stuffs I have and will too for my studies.

However, since a few weeks, I can't stop to feel ressentful against her, because emotionally she treats my siblings better.

When, I was young, hitting or belittling me when I did something happened, it could been spaced on a few weeks, months or even years though. She always had little patience with me and people in general, acting like that to prepare me to the harshness of the world.

Yet, for my siblings she never been like that and always been at least with sympathy for them, respecting theirs sayings and bondaries, comforting them and being affectionate to them.

For things they are doing I would have been hit or even yell at to be too much. I remember a time when I did something (I can't recall what is it), but she ignored me for 3 months in a row, I was about 8 or 10.

I had the chance to never have to really do the chores, since it wasn't really requested, and I do them sometimes, I also know I never really been the sweetest to her, because of her relationship between her and my father since I was like a "mediator" on some aspects.

Sorry for the vague text, thank you if you red it.