this is my first relationship. i f18 got together with my boyfriend m18 when we were 15. He has always treated me so well and he is a lovely boy, but i haven't felt any sort of attraction to him for a while and just lost feelings. he is still very much in love with me, but has been questioning why i don't feel any sexual attraction towards him, but even the thought of that with him sounds very unappealing to me. i have been living in the thought that i'm bisexual but he's making me question if i'm a lesbian instead. i know it's bad but i'm afraid to break up with him because i'd make him sad and lose a guy that treats me so well and isa huge green flag. it's not fair to either of us that i don't talk about this but i'm scared i'll regret it though i'm miserable in the relationship. every small thing he does pisses me off and i avoid seeing him all the time. idk what to do and i know i'm an asshole but i just need someone to give me advice or reassurance because i have no idea what to do oml this is such a rant