I 23(M) have an elder sister 27(F). We have always been 2 peas in a pod and super close. She is my Everything. Since childhood I have faced issues making friends and even used to get bullied pretty badly. On several occasions she saved my ass and the kind of sissy love she have for me , I can see my second mom in her. I used to had a bestfriend but he committed suicide years ago and ever since I have struggled with making genuine friends. It's pretty hard to get true people in your life after a certain age. I haven't been quite lucky on relationship front either. Had to leave the girl I loved the most since she was too broken. At every bad instance of my life the only person who has took a stand for me is my sister. Now she is getting married to this guy. He is somewhat kind , a decent person idk never met him. She tried a lot to ensure that I accept him but I don't easily accept people into my life now. And I most certainly don't know how to fake emotions. But I trust her instincts if she chose him for herself she must be right. Bottom line is I just can't make my peace with the fact she is getting married from now she will have her own family and I will be sidelined. I gave it a thought and the things are never going to be how they used to be like before. She will have to prioritise her in laws and her husband over me. I don't know how to handle this i have just gone silent......