So I (18 Nonbinary) have the most amazing best friend (18f) who has recently gotten into a relationship with the greatest man she could ever find (also 18). He fits in well with our friend group, and she is always talking about how much she is in love with him.

It's great. I love seeing her so happy and he makes her happy in ways I can't because while there was a rumour that we were together (so fucking funny) we never have and never will. But that's not where I feel kinda jealous.

Her boyfriend lives in another country where time zones become a big thing. Meaning, when the other is awake and free they are also talking. They've even stayed on call during the night and had a record of a 36 hour call once.

I like to send voice messages to her. Normally just silly little things I found, something funny that happened, rarely anything important. And she has said if it was important to send that part in a message and she'd respond almost right away.

My problem is that because they are always on call, she hardly replies to me. And I know that makes me sound clingy but sometimes I wish she could respond a little quicker.

I messaged her before about something exciting, that she was able to respond to almost as soon as I pressed sent and then she said she'd listen to my voice messages after dinner. And that was neatly four hours ago. And I kinda know she will be back on call with her bf.

I hate that I am starting to feel like this but this is my best friend (I've had a hard few years mentally and physically and she is one of the only friends who knows everything and stayed) so naturally she is the first person I turn to for almost everything.

So AITAH for getting jealous that my best friend doesn't have as much time for me anymore now???

Also I'd like to add that while yeah I am bisexual, there are no romantic feelings I have for either of them, I've read and listened to enough reddit stories to know that someone is gonna say that.