So, this sounds SO wrong already.

But, I- (Not saying my age- female) have dated one person- (Not saying her age- female). It wasn't rlly "serious" or anything- it last 25 days so like, yh. But i have NEVER liked ANYONE as much as I liked this girl. So when she asked me to be her gf- I was full on jumping up and down. So- I was scared to date this girl- and I was mad at myself for liking he at first. Why? You may ask. My friend previously dated her as well. But, when my now ex- yk what we'll call her Gianna- Gianna asked me to a dance, and my friend was ESTATIC. she basically begged me to go w/ Gianna. So after like triple confirming that she was alright with it, I went to the dance. That same day is when we started dating. My friend was so happy. Then, 25 days late- When I had someone over too- and ik for a fact that Gianna knew cuz she watches my stuff and replies and shii- Gianna broke up w/ me. She said she js didn't want a relationship at the moment. Tbh, I did not care, at all. Yh, I was hurt, but it's her decision; her life. Until she dates someone like two weeks later. And this someone? My friend that she dated before me that I was talking abt earlier. I was lowkey kinda pissed and hurt at first. But again, her life, so whatever. But the thing is....She broke up w/ me in January...it's April...and I'm not over her. I've tried EVERYTHING. I feel SO SO SO guilty becuz her and my friend are still dating, and i still like her. NO ONE knows i like here either. I'm trying to get over it, but i kinda need other ppls takes on this. Thanks, and sorry!