My husband (M34) and I (F32) have been togheter for 15 years now, he have been my first and only man in every way, but in this past 3 years I've been feeling like our sex does not satisfied me as It did before and I feel terrible, low self steem and everything, and this has caused me to desire other people, no one in particular, but one here other in there, something like that. So I've tried to talk with him about this desire, about we try to explore new things, experience sex with other people, to bring some refreshing feeling to the relationship, but he hates this idea, he says It feels like he isn't enough and maybe I don't love hum anymore, but he also keep doing the same things as always, wich is nothing to bring some news on the relationship. I do love him deeply, I don't want to have other relationship, he is my partner and I am happy with him, but sexually frustraded. So sometimes I feel like I should do everything to make this happen and other times I just feel like I am being unsensible with him. I don't want to cheat and also I don't think is fare to me for him to have exclusivity over my desire, even if he can't fulfilled It. I've already tried other things like toys, fantasys, diferent and unexpected places, romance and all, but the sex continues to be graceless, unsatisfied. I want to feel desired, I want to feel beautiful and hot. Am I terrinle to feel this? I don't think we should end our relationship because of this, since everything else is great, and We care about each other and We appreciate each other companys.