My partner and I have been together for 5 years talked about marriage plans kids and future. She has disabilities and isn't able to physically get a job I've had to work two jobs to take care of us and this year I just got tired . So we are both separately staying w our parents because I can't take care of both us. Recently she started posting faceless nudes on sky and playing around with people online as a DOM. idn how to accept all this when our relationship was already fragile, and I told her that I am disappointed. I feel horrible but I've accepted her lifestyle it's just not for me in a relationship she says I push her on others but I feel like she would be happier with other people.

I don't really need advice just needed to know that I wasn't wrong for putting up boundaries, she says she enjoys posting nudes and she needs and likes the attention as a partner how should I accept that ??? I'm currently in nursing school and I just don't have the mental capacity to deal with this even though she says she loves me and is loyal only to me. I don't know how to feel because she says she can keep things separate but for me I can't. I'm a very secure guy 35 m her 28f . I work take of my needs and have a great life .

Guys I love her and I just know what to do but I think might have broken up with her over text and it's killing me. I feel wrong. I guess some people don't care since it's not in person. But I do . Wish I didn't.