Im a 13 year old boy that is on antidepressants 50mg and i asked my brother to load the dishwasher and i would go out o with the dog but he refused and i tried to convince him but then my mom just stormed in with a slipper yelling at me to go into the kitchen and threatened to hit me. In that moment i only thought one thing. "Youre my mother only on paper and biologically, in any other way youre just a woman to me. I dont care about you since all you do is yell at me." and if she wouldve hit me i wouldve used self defence and either try to dofge or parry that slipper. Then my dad talked to me while i was loading the dishwasher. I never raised my voice at either her or him but they were yelling at me so loud the neighbors from the second floor heard it probably. They were yelling "DONT YELL AT ME" even tho i only yelled once at my dad to make him listen to what i want to say. Right now i just want to either run away or just commit suicide. I would run away but dont have the money. Moment i get the money im going to consider it like my life depends on it. My grandma lives around 40 km away and theres a bus going there every hour, then maybe i can go to my friend 30 km away from my grandma. AITAH?