i know this isnt usually a post you'd see on here but im practically tearing myself apart mentally thinking about it, my current girlfriend of lets say 6 months has not texted me in about a week and hasn't made any effort to talk to me irl either, and it's safe to say i'm jack of it. it almost feels like it's one sided, and when i offer mental guidance i do not get it back from the person i trust. another problem to add into the mix, i think i may not be straight. which sucks because i wish it wasnt like this, but i don't know how to break up with her and to get her to leave me alone. this is pretty all over the place but i cant get this down properly in the current state im in.

i want to break up with her but i feel like im going to be called an asshole and that i'm the problem here.

EDIT: we broke up... thank fuck.