So in short , I 26F, and my partner 22F have been together a year. She got this phone and it is like an old android. It was sitting next to me while i was gaming and I seen a tor browser notification, and I was really creeped out so I inquired. She lied to me at first. Several times. Started off as “I was trying to get an apk” then she later admitted she was looking for necrophilia porn. This isnt the first time this sort of thing has been seen. Few weeks ago I know I should not have , but I have trauma from being cheated on , so I looked at the search history on her opera. “Dog cum coming out of p*****” was a search term. There was also incest , and sleep porn. She admitted to me before that she touches me in my sleep even though I have told her I have been through SA before and I dont want that. She is very depressed often , and when she is , and I try my best to be supportive , she says im “babying her” or “patronizing” her. I just feel really creeped out because I have pets. I sleep around her. I feel like I could be overreacting , its just fantasy or something like that. I dont even know how to bring it up again.