16M, my ex was sent to a hospital while we were together. I had no idea why she was there, couldn't speak to her, and it drove me insane. I ended up cutting myself over it and almost downing a bottle of pills before my mom caught me. I eventually came to the conclusion that breaking up with her once she got out of the hospital was best. When she got out the hospital she told me she tried to kill herself and that's why she was admitted. I broke up with her and told her that two unhealthy people couldn't have a healthy relationship. And I tried to be her friend afterwards but I still continued to cut myself. Not that my self harm was her fault, but having her in my life made it very hard for me to stop. I cut her off abruptly, letting her know that it was just what's best for me. She blocked me on everything since. I figured she's probably mad at me. I felt hella bad bc she didn't leave me the time I was hospitalized. Shitt idk man