Hey guys so I just wanna get opinion wether or not I'm being dramatic. Key note we are long distance couple.

Me and my bf relationship started great but we've been at edge lately. I feel like he can't love me in the way I want to be love. I feel loved when people do the littlest and the most important things to me. I've mention to my bf multiple times that I want flowers and letter. He doesn't have to buy me the most expensive stuff but I want flowers and letters. EsepciLly a bouquet because ived never gotten one before.(we have been daiting for 8 moth going on 9 this mornth and ive only received flowers 3 time (today made the 3rd). This afternoon I had my final exam even though it didn't go the way I wanted it I said tk myself at least ik ny boyfriend is getting me flowers today. I knew he was because he can't keep a secret lol and the week before we had argued abt that topic. However when I opened the flower box (yes it was delivered in a box) unfortunately the flowers we all messed up and the leave were falling into the ground because they weren't bloom and were just small unbloomed flowers.He wrote me a beautiful note which I really loved it was romantic. However I'm very disappointed still. Also to note these flowers were my favorite and no one had ever gotten them for me before. Am I being dramatic? Should I give up and just buy myself flowers. Am I asking for too much? Am I being ungreatful? I just feel like he should have put more thoughts and care abt the flowers he were giving me. I felt like he looked at th price and saw it was cheap and just got it. Maybe I'm wrong but that how I feel.

Also key note. He noticed my energy was off and said he's sorry abt this morning (we had an argument this morning). He is really not aware what got me feeling so down? And yes i did show him the flowers he got me