I failed in eleventh, I used to be an average student but I'm lazy, my eleventh was wasted because of my mother, my mother always said focus on your boards but I don't want to, I wanted to be an artist but my mother never support me... I'm seventeen when I look at the youngers they are more talented, I felt bad that I can't do like them... I stop drawingmand making music, I stopped guitar Istoppedw roaming, in my whole life I never seen sea not even mountain my life was bindedarounda school to home and home to school, when I find out that I falied in eleventh I didn't told to my mother , I kept secret until one of my friends mother mocked me by my grades , and she said to my mother that... I'm useless..... My mother said I will never get into iit Or what my dream is , she said she whish she never have me..., I felt bad.. I felt I was wasting money of my father.. I don't want to live this life... When I was in my room thinking to end my life that moment my father called me and said "ki koris? Kheyechis?" It means what are you doing? Did you take your meal? That time I broke I cried thatIi tell everything....my father motivate me.. That don't do this... After the conversation my father forbade my mother.. But she said why did you attempt the suicide.. This time you failed to take your life... What should I do?