I am a single 50 year old woman. I look young for my age and I act young too always joking laughing and never take anything seriously. Well I have been single for over 10 years because of an abusive past relationship. I am ready to date again but I don't want to get married. I've never been married only engaged three times in the past. The problem I'm having is I do not find men my age or older attractive. I find myself lusting over late 20's to mid 30 year old men. Is there something wrong with me? I am honestly repulsed by grey hair and the way older men dress. I am not looking to marry a younger man but I do want to have some type of relationship.